Don`t blame me for my love to you,
The choice was not on purpose.
It came to me so unexpectedly, it’s true
I never listened to its voice.
***
Now I have loved and my love’s forever,
I realised this too much late.
But please, don’t blame me for the things I never
Can’t give you… well, it maybe helpless fate,
***
An accidental word or something more
Your eyes… so deep and soft, your smile’s so tender.
I gave my loving smile only to you my love!
And never gonna smile again and never see your face, no more.
***
I see your passion, deeply feel your love,
And very sorry, it will pass for you.
You will forget. My love will grow.
But I must kill this love inside of me, I know.
***
Please leave me on my own, leave me my suffering and pain.
Don’t try to catch my look, to feel my smile, to see my face.
Don’t make me cry, don`t make me be a perjurer in vain.
My love is endless and for real, it is no more a game.
***
But still for you it is.
That’s why I’m bleeding deep inside.
My honey friend, forget about me, I beg you please.
Don’t perish me, don’t blame me anyway for me there’s no joy and light.
25.09.1996
Annie Moonlight
Another World
Another world begins for me, -
A world of sadness, cruel reality and endless pain.
Those happy years all flew away like a dream
And left my heart in past again.
***
But never gonna go back in past again.
Those times of naughty childhood, smiling youth are gone.
My world is strong and not in vain
I’ll try to block this pang to go on.
***
Another world begins for me
A world without love and care.
I’ve lost my everything and now there’s no need
To look around and cry for help.
14.10.1996
Annie Moonlight
Dedicated to my beloved uncle Farhad
Forever young he was – and so he died,
Forever nice, forever good, forever straight.
Forever proud and so much naive all the time,
Forever smiling, understanding, flying in this cruel world.
***
Like butterfly, like little bird – so light and joyful all his life,
But great and noble – just like medieval knight,
Forever young he was with open smile,
With hopeful eyes, with his disinterested heart.
***
Forever young, forever tall, forever child,
Forever in the flame, forever martyr, never asking ‘Why?’
Forever searching, climbing high,
Forever taking beats from Destiny and never giving cry.
04.11.1996
